Ancestral interference
Ancestral interference is the feeling of rage or anger bigger than your own rage, pain bigger than your own pain, it is the feeling of being tired of a fight you have only just begun. It is the feeling of being on the march forever, of screaming from a place deep inside that does not belong to you. It is the feeling of being frightened for your life, fighting for your life. It is standing on the edge of the sea and hearing screams, it is being begged by them not to give up. It is being on your portion of a walk that has been ablaze for centuries, and feeling the weight of every foot that has walked. It is being strengthened by the ability for your ancestors to lose everything, and build something, again, and again and again.
My ancestors meddle, they interfere, they see cracks and break through and they scream with us, they rage with us, they remind us.
It is conjuring the strength of those who fought for their lives.
There will be Ancestral interference.
We have been fighting for time. We are not propelled into this fight just on our legs, but the legs of those that have walked, pounded the pavement, they have run, in between the blades of cane and the balls of cotton to freedom. For those of us who don’t only imagine the horrors of slavery but carry it in our blood, life expectancy still cut short by the consequences of horror, there will be ancestral interference.
For the rumble that we all feel, the feeling of impending eruption, for the rage that bubbles within us, that rage is not ours alone. There will be ancestral interference.
For those of them that came to rebuild a mother country that only ever loathed them, there will be ancestral interference.
There are people fighting for and with us on many planes—Ancestral interference.
Read between the glitch. Ancestral interference.
In this moment where the vice seems to squeeze ever tighter around our Black lives, I need you to remember that there will be Ancestral Interference.
There will be Ancestral interference.
Pour out and walk. Some times yuh haffi stan crooked an cut straight. Ah so we dweet. Call them. Ancestral Interference.
That scream stuck deep down in your throat is not yours alone. Call them. Ancestral interference.
Everyday I get closer to becoming an ancestor. I will interfere. There will be meddling, there will be interference. I will interfere. —Zinzi Minott
Fi Dem III is produced and commissioned by Berwick Film & Media Arts Festival, Spike Island, Bristol and Transmission, Glasgow.